the feeling of an artist

life is short
but I don't see it that way

I don't feel it that way
I feel like I have already lived for too long
and that what's yet to come can't be more that what have already come
I really find it very hard when I see a very old person like 90 years old, I feel like Oh my God this person must have seen too much, I can't really imagine myself reaching that age.

I would personally prefer to die young, before I suffer from old age and watch my loved ones die before my very eyes.

This is a wish that I wish God will make it come true ...

But I wish to die a brave kind death, like dying while saving someone or dying while making something good and brave.

after all ... life is short